Good!...yet bad...

Well last week my parents told me that I can go to White Stone whenever I like as long as it doesn't interfere with anything important e.g. college, work etc...
This was quite strange and out of the blue. I really wasn't expecting it and thanked God for it.
Then proceeded to go on wednesday, thursday, friday, saturday and sunday!
However, tonight, I asked my parents about baptism again and it went back to the idea of "you can't decide 'til you're 18". Grrr -_- that just isn't helpful! So now I'm not entirely sure what to do. I definately want to be baptised before july next year... yet apparently I can't...Hopefully some help may happen when they come round on thursday.
Well, night night folks. I'm tired
Bye!

*shrugs*

Well, I don't know what to say...but I think the term "HELP" comes into it somewhere, and my parents being the subject. They think that I am being brainwashed and stuff and they knew it right from the very beginning, and the visit didnt help whatsoever and it s all just so annoying!!!!!!!!!!! I don't know whether to hit something or cry!!! They just don't see that it's my choice, going to whitestone and the JA and moving into community and stuff like that. They just don't seem to get it, and right now, I don't know what to do about it. I feel like I want to give up and collapse. But I don't want to do it here, I want to do it at White Stone. So... help anyone?? *cries*

Hair!

It seems to me, that slowly, everyone is having their hair cut. Today I was asked by 2 people when I'm getting mine cut. I had been thinking about getting it cut, but I hadnt decided how long. So I thought I would put it on here. How long do people think??